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Interests: I'm CaitI believe that goodbye is that hardest word you’ll ever have to say. I’m a quiet person. Unfortunately, because of that most people get the impression that I’m snobby. But I’m not. I hate that. I hate when people judge other people. But I do it too. Everyone does it. Even if they don’t admit it.This year has been the biggest roller coaster i've ever been on. I've learned that not everything goes according to plan. You think your life is going in one direction, and in one night it makes a 360 degree turn to another. Through this , i learned that these unplanned events, are probably going to be some of the best things that happen to us. More than often, i worry about the smallest things. I let the days meaningl


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Friday, July 10, 2009


I walk into the house, tired after a long day -- a fun day  , i 'm feeling good. I walk up the stairs to my bedroom and as i get closer to the door a thought sneaks up behind me. surprise. I've been avoiding this all day. i suddenly wish that when i open the door, you'll be there. i hopefully grip the handle and the door creeks open. you are not there, and my room is lonely. reality had been looking for me all day, and here alone in my room it finally finds me. Suddenly, this doesn't seem like such a good idea. I want to call you, tell you how much i miss you. but i hold back, because i want to help you not hurt you. i may have fun all day, keeping myself occupied. but baby, at the end of the day its you.


Thursday, July 09, 2009



taylor swift ; breathe

I see your face in my mind as I drive away
'Cause none of us thought it was gonna end that way
People are people and sometimes we change our minds
But it's killing me to see you go after all this time

Music starts playin' like the end of a sad movie
It's the kinda ending you don't really wanna see
'Cause it's tragedy and it'll only bring you down
Now I don't know what to be without you around

And we know it's never simple, never easy
Never a clean break, no one here to save me
You're the only thing I know like the back of my hand

And I can't breathe
Without you, but I have to
Breathe
Without you, but I have to

Never wanted this, never want to see you hurt
Every little bump in the road I tried to swerve
People are people and sometimes it doesn't work out
Nothing we say is gonna save us from the fall out

And we know it's never simple, never easy
Never a clean break, no one here to save me
You're the only thing I know like the back of my hand

And I can't breathe
Without you, but I have to
Breathe
Without you, but I have to

It's two a.m., feelin' like I just lost a friend
Hope you know it's not easy, easy for me
It's two a.m., feelin' like I just lost a friend
Hope you know this ain't easy, easy for me

And we know it's never simple, never easy
Never a clean break, no one here to save me, oh

I can't breathe
Without you, but I have to
Breathe
Without you, but I have to
Breathe
Without you, but I have to

I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry
I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry


Sunday, July 05, 2009

 

Wait, I'm wrong
Should have done better than this
Please, I'll be strong
I'm finding it hard to resist
So show me what I'm looking for

CHORUS 
Save me, I'm lost
Oh lord, I've been waiting for you
I'll pay any cost
Save me from being confused
Show me what I'm looking for
Show me what I'm looking for…oh lord

Don't let go
I've wanted this far too long
Mistakes become regrets
I've learned to love abuse
Please show me what I'm looking for

show me what i'm looking for by Carolina Liar



Friday, July 03, 2009

 

as the days pass by,
this gets harder, not easier.
i feel worse not better.

i miss you.
and you're already over me.


Wednesday, July 01, 2009



peter pan , where are you?

i've been running away
trying to protect myself from all these thoughts
their after me, with their boxes full of memories

running, fast, in no direction.
not letting myself look back.
just keep going.

but eventually i had to stop.
and those thoughts,
caught up.

and i miss you.
i miss you everyday.
after all,
this was never what i wanted.
it is only what i needed.

i want to scream it at the mountaintops
i want to sing it on your doorstep
how much you mean to me,
but i have to be strong.

...strong for you
so i will close my mouth,
wipe my tears
go against my beliefs,
and keep this to myself.

i'll keep dreaming,
keep praying that the right parts of history will erase
that you'll keep me in your heart and i'll keep you in mine.
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