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Name: Cait
Interests: I'm CaitI believe that goodbye is that hardest word you’ll ever have to say. I’m a quiet person. Unfortunately, because of that most people get the impression that I’m snobby. But I’m not. I hate that. I hate when people judge other people. But I do it too. Everyone does it. Even if they don’t admit it.This year has been the biggest roller coaster i've ever been on. I've learned that not everything goes according to plan. You think your life is going in one direction, and in one night it makes a 360 degree turn to another. Through this , i learned that these unplanned events, are probably going to be some of the best things that happen to us. More than often, i worry about the smallest things. I let the days meaningl
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11/12/2004
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who have i become?
breaking all these promises
i made to myself.
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| it was a storybook romance,
a troubled girl and the perfect boy.
they meet, (perfect timing?)
and they
f
a
l
l
hopelessly in love.
plunging far into each others hearts,
saying all the right words
and exchanging sweet nothings
that mean
everything.
he was everything a girl hoped for
the boy in your dreams,
he's kind, and gentle
yet strong and willing.
the hero in a fairytale,
the underdog, the gentleman,
and he was never degrading.
he was everything you
would want,
in a husband?
but i'm eighteen.
and the timing was all wrong
i want rollercoasters, and mistakes
i want boys who are still trying to figure it out
to hold my hand,
and figure it out with me.
i'm too young
for promises and proposals,
planning our when and wheres
after awhile
it was all
too
much.
believe me when i say
i'm sorry.
i'll stay far ,
never to hurt you again
i will look back
i will remember
i was never enough for you.
you and you're big heart.
i am much too small.
but i was happy,
don't be fooled.
everything, i believe,
happens for a reason love.
we will all understand in time
but for now,
live as you did before,
smile and look up
remember,
your glass is half full
and here i am,
always.
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|  today i opened up closed spaces in my heart
flipped through pictures of us, happy smiling
months passed when these brought me anger
until today, my muscles loosened
allowing the corners of my mouth
to slowly turn into a smile
and i realized i have forgotten to remember
that you are my memory.
today is a declaration,
i open my palms, and let go
of all my bitterness.
i will stop tearing up pictures,
and muttering obscenities.
today is the day i let it go.
your plan won't work anymore
you can't bring me down.
for when we fall out of relationships
we don't fall out of love
if love is true,
it stays with you forever.
and there you will remain,
a space for you in my heart.
and still,
simultaneously
my heart skips a beat
when i think of you, and you're miseries.
and i still hope everyday
that you'll smile again.
because life is too short
to be so sad.
so be free my love
and fly.
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don't you see me?
don't you hear my fingers
tap
tap
tapping
as i wait by the phone
for you're call
don't you see my tears
when you forget to call me
when you change plans
when you forget
to remember me ?
don't you hear my sighs
when you let me down?
when you chose him
over me?
don't you wonder,
how i'm doing
when we havent talked in weeks
don't you question,
why i haven't called
in days?
will you even realize
when im gone?
don't you remember
the meaning of a best
friend.
don't you remember
us?
why can't you see me
when all i'm on my knees
beg,
beg
begging
for you attention
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