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Name: Cait
Interests: I'm CaitI believe that goodbye is that hardest word you’ll ever have to say. I’m a quiet person. Unfortunately, because of that most people get the impression that I’m snobby. But I’m not. I hate that. I hate when people judge other people. But I do it too. Everyone does it. Even if they don’t admit it.This year has been the biggest roller coaster i've ever been on. I've learned that not everything goes according to plan. You think your life is going in one direction, and in one night it makes a 360 degree turn to another. Through this , i learned that these unplanned events, are probably going to be some of the best things that happen to us. More than often, i worry about the smallest things. I let the days meaningl
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11/12/2004
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| every year i write down everyone and everything that i'm thankful for.
this year, i'm not only thankful for everyone in my life,
but i am also thankful for everyone who is no longer in my life.
the ones you exchange small talk with on a bus ride,
the ones who left before you were ready for them to leave,
the friends that helped you pass time in class,
the teachers who taught more than just lesson plans,
the old best friends,
and the old boyfriends.
because for no matter how long they stayed,
they made an impact on my life,
and they made me who i am today.
everything i learned,
where i am now,
was because of not just the people in my life today
but the people who came and went.
so thank you.
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| the hurt.
all the time.
it lingers,
under my skin, in my nerves,
in the creases of my eyes.
even when i don't feel it
i know it's there
my mind,
it remembers,
that the hurt is waiting for me at home
so i drive.
too fast, too far.
with the music too loud
to try and escape it.
anything but going home
and facing what you left me with.
this pain, this emptiness
this never ending ache.
chilling my bones, and
numbing my every movement
my smile is gone, replaced.
with a carefully thought out grin
so people won't worry.
i'm trying to feel the pain
trying to let it come alive,
float to the surface,
showing you just how
much it hurts.
and somehow
it hurts a little less.
i'm dialing your number
but i won't call you.
i'm waiting by my phone
but its not ringing.
i'm loving you.
but you're not here.
you, are
far.gone.
left me, alone here.
holding on.
wondering,
if you're ever coming back.
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tell me that you want me.
kiss me
call me
whisper in my ear
hug me gently
hug me hardly
never let me go
tease me
and tickle me
tell me you love my smile
mention me
and point to me
let them know i'm yours
notice me
love me
don't ever forget me
i'm here,
im begging
for your attention
so love me, love me
don't ever let me go.
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who have i become?
breaking all these promises
i made to myself.
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